RITE OF PASSAGE (Fin Bheara encountered) :
THE FAERY KING
A brisk caress, then comes the reason.
Breathing deeply, slow panting the march of lust, comes upon mine ear. The grasp of anticipation, welling the heat up inside me. Oh, how my cheeks flush, like a young virgin touched by amour. They flush in heat of a different kind. My eyes roll back, escaping my control and it is then that I hear the breathing cease.
Cease.
Rest. Whereto the sound?
To my new found vision, there it is, beheld that I am strolling in the Garden of Death. The Yew tree, ready for the hangman, dances in the evil dusk. It has no leaves. Among the beckoning flowers of Luna I helplessly stroll. The petals brush my skin, bare as one who enters their creation. The portal of birth denied, I fall to the soft grass and the stems curl around my legs and pry them apart. Here in the darkness of serene night and timid breeze, wrapped in a veil of chill. My breasts taught with cold, peaked by hungry nipples, reaching for release. How the vines coil. How the vines coil around my body, constricting and brushing hard on wanton skin.
Between my legs, in a rush of surprise, the vines crawl through my crevices, rubbing and licking at skin, draped in moist. Not for lack of resistance, I writhe at once for the strange lovers I’m surrounded by.
The moon paints my body with pale blue and she blesses the earth with arcane secrets, not revealed by any conscious soul. Secrets of sensuality, the moon whispers to her children, the trees. The trees and the plants of a paradise once ruled, now untamed and free-willed. They bend down to kiss my face and force my eyes shut, my knees open to receive their primal gifts.
At once I feel that caress again, the breath continues in my neck. The grasses whisper his name, but I don’t comprehend and thus, lie in willing sacrifice, awaiting the sting that only pleasure of this magnitude can bring.
“Feel me. Feel me.”
I feel lips, slightly agape, cover the taught peak on my breast, quenching it’s desire. The hot breath emanating on it, scorching my groin. Attentions given to my breasts, echoing in the halls of my womb. Fingers invade inside, in submission I allow these alien sensations.
My hair swept by faeries, away from his voice, now in sound, elevated by passion.
“Feel me.”
Penetration full and hard, overcomes my judgment and skewers my shivering body. Tongues from the four corners, lap upon my belly and thighs, promising a deep delight. They crawl too, they crawl toward the softer skin where the tiny little hairs invite them. Over hips and curves of femininity, they find their way. Wet. So wet. Saliva meets sexual succulence in a wave of nocturnal sin and the very earth screams with joy as he bites into me.
All the (under)world stand in silence, awaiting his command. The Goddess in the night sky, whimpers, jealous and ripe with envy for my significance. She weeps at her denial, listening to my ecstatic death. They surround my figure in awe and bow to the One who rapes my squirming carcass and eats my desire. The night beasts cry out and the faeries cheer. I am home. I walk no more in this trivial world, but roam in spirit where the moon weeps and the Yew tree dons her victims, swaying in a howling wind.
I am Home. I am home.
Prose, Poetry, Quotes and Tales from LadyAxe...come sit down and venture into Fear, Philosophy and the Macabre to your heart's delight...but keep the lights off.
Thursday, February 28, 2013
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
SKULLDUGGERY
A page or two from my first Crime Thriller, written for a competition last year. (I had to Google exactly what a "Crime Thriller" is, as I only knew brute horror. LOL!) I received great news this very evening, that this story was selected for the Competition, and, as it is to be published in the anthology BLOODY SATISFIED! to be launched at this year's annual GRAHAMSTOWN ARTS FESTIVAL, I am not allowed to post the whole thing, due to contractual restrictions and all that shit.
But this way, you can let your own mind fabricate the befores and afters herein, children!
A
sickening smell choked Geraldine with every little gasp of putrid air
she sucked into her burning lungs. Her shivering whimpers bounced off
the empty walls of the coffin she imagined her cage to be. No matter
how wide she stretched her eyes, there was only a veil of coal black
despair, her emotion taking the colour of her surroundings. The room
was cold, dank and big around her shaking body and the restraints on
her ankles burned into her skin every time she even breathed deeply.
The headache she endured split her skull and she realised that she
would die soon if she spent much longer hanging upside down. However,
not knowing what lay beneath her in the dark was the bigger concern,
much like not knowing at what distance she would hit the floor if she
could break loose at all.
The
silence was deafening. Sensory deprivation was no solace and she
strained her ears to try and identify her whereabouts, but the only
unsettling thing Geraldine could hear was her own heart beating.
Alone. Suspended in the oblivion of her captor's den, her thoughts
carried to the events that landed her in this trap, but the only
blame assigned was that of circumstance, not ineptitude. The
pounding of her heart slammed in her ears with every throb, shooting
a meteor storm of pain into her capillaries and for a moment,
Geraldine was convinced she could see the flooding vessels behind her
eyelids flower in pallid red. She felt her bloodless leg muscles
twitch in spasm and almost wished her predator would show himself, if
only to substitute the unknown with the uninvited.
No
sooner had this grotesque notion birthed itself in her head, when
somewhere in the dark she heard something other than her spiteful
heart. Daylight stung her eyes but she soon realised, as her sight
accepted its new condition, that it was merely the white death of the
fluorescent tubes on the concrete ceiling illuminating her new hell.
Like a mirage his massive frame glimmered into view, out of the dark
he slithered from, side to side and with deliberate intimidation.
Geraldine decided not to cry, but her tormentor would test that
resolve before the
day was over.
Ignorant of her unveiled surroundings, she watched him
pull his thick black leather belt from his jeans and she closed her
eyes, pinching off a rebel tear before the first lash bit across her
back, leaving a prominent welt in its wake almost instantaneously.
Geraldine held her urge to scream, but her body jerked from the shock
and her ankle slipped out of joint just a little as she did so.
Another lash left an impressive cut that smiled across her stomach
and a bit of her breast. Blow after blow he groaned as he lay the
wales on her, his strokes falling harder and harder to provoke a
scream from the worthless bitch in his power, but she remained
silent, save for a wailing grunt she kept inside her clenched teeth.
The criss-cross stripes lay red and swollen on her sweating body and
it exhilarated him to a point of madness, so fiercely that he
collapsed to his knees for a minute. His victim took the opportunity
to look around the dismal room she sought an escape from, should she
survive his onslaught long enough.
The
room had an arched stone roof, much like those she had seen before in
the Good Hope Castle and other historical buildings she had visited.
It was painted white; a dreadful, careless white that held no mercy
in its hue and seemed as dead as the women who's blood decorated the
floor where it met the wall in a rusty dry residue. Just inside the
dark area he had appeared from a few minutes before, she noticed a
small corridor with cement steps leading up to a hatch-type door.
Through her stinging eyes she discerned a disturbing image. The roof
of the little arched corridor was lined with broken bones, painted as
white as the chalky bunker she was held in. Then she realised that
they had a distinctive shape. They were human skulls, their broken
teeth still shimmering in the half light of the luminescence of his
torture chamber. For the first time in her captivity, Geraldine could
not rein in her panic. Her lungs swollen with fear, she expelled a
dire screech so loud that it repelled her captor back to the opposite
wall. He simply stared, waiting for her to finish. As her breath
rattled into silence, he smiled.
"
You can scream until your throat bleeds, sweetheart, " he
grunted in a strong Afrikaans accent, "...but no living soul can
hear you. Only they can. " He pointed to the mounted skulls like
a little boy would point to an ice cream stall at a carnival. "
But they can't help you. " He shook his head in mock-pity and
selected a railroad spike from his bag of tricks. Playfully he shoved
it between his thighs while he lit a Marlboro. Geraldine closed her
eyes once more as he swaggered toward her, loosening his pants. A
bite sank into her flesh, his teeth clenching the nerves in her
breast and she screamed shamelessly, but she would not look in his
eyes.
She would not gift him that might.
The hot coal from his
cigarette settled into her left eyelid, catching her off-guard.
Geraldine watched the bright orange penetrate her lid and fall
effortlessly into her eyeball, leaving her eye socket wet and
excruciating in her skull. She could scream no more. Her jerking body
evoked a pretty chiming from the chains
she hung by and the Afrikaans demon deduced that she wanted to come
down to him. He obliged. She felt him unlocking the chain and roughly
clawing at her until her back found the floor where he laid her down
on the blood and fluid of her burst eye.
"
Please, " she murmured inaudibly to herself, "...just let
it end. Please...make it stop."
He
said nothing. What she said did not matter. Lourens busied himself
with the task at hand, aroused by her helplessness and his hand
tightened around the iron spike as he kicked her legs apart. Only the
silent caverns of his blind victims bore witness to the atrocious act
he lived out and only the underground things could hear her scream in
the subterranean commando bunker that was concealed from the outside
wilderness.....
Friday, February 1, 2013
THAT VOODOO THAT YOU DO...
Maybe it is my love for a good cigar or the fact that my poison is Stroh Rum, but I find myself quite affectionate toward this Voodoo Loa. My adoration for this religion has imparted upon me great respect for the Dead as well as inspired me to write my first novel, QUERCUS, in 2011.
And thus, without further ado, let me share with you the Loa, Baron Samedi and his footfalls in my new Anthology, BEDEVILMENT, to be released appropriately on June 6th!!
The
Baron Digger
He stands towering, fixed.
He beguiles with breath like the pirate’s pant and some rotten essence ‘tween death and un-death and woman and wood.
By the tip of his hat and a hearty laugh strides the tallman in suave guise of raven’s chest and he looks about in wonder of the fire in frenzied yellow dance, yielding the bodies he so adores. Locked on a rolled cigar the putrid pearl that decorates his grin, whiter than the virgin and dove wing, symbolic, and it glistens for corruption.
Howling, the chants of the lesser --- writhing, the sinew of mortality.
He stands towering, fixed.
He beguiles with breath like the pirate’s pant and some rotten essence ‘tween death and un-death and woman and wood.
By the tip of his hat and a hearty laugh strides the tallman in suave guise of raven’s chest and he looks about in wonder of the fire in frenzied yellow dance, yielding the bodies he so adores. Locked on a rolled cigar the putrid pearl that decorates his grin, whiter than the virgin and dove wing, symbolic, and it glistens for corruption.
Howling, the chants of the lesser --- writhing, the sinew of mortality.
Thumping,
the skin on the wooden drum binds in spell.
Empty sockets laugh with glee
The Baron’s gloat below the hangtree
Give him woman, give him fire
Let him copulate upon the pyre
Voodoo kisses, a snake bequeath’d and lied under the top hat; the seat of the soul. He has no face but for bone and yet his pleasure gleams, his rod firmly in hand and off to the gravesite dances he in the moonlight and Death shakes beside him.
Dig, Samedi --- your shovel makes my road for me
Dig, Samedi --- your labour my labour completes.
For in life I am but walking dead and in death will I only come to life.
Dance, Samedi --- my noble lord of heathen’s gate.
Dance, Samedi --- my Vodun king to seal my fate.
My body be praised for its erotic thrall and my soul to roam to the Loa’s call.
I have found my place. I have found my place. Dahomey.
Empty sockets laugh with glee
The Baron’s gloat below the hangtree
Give him woman, give him fire
Let him copulate upon the pyre
Voodoo kisses, a snake bequeath’d and lied under the top hat; the seat of the soul. He has no face but for bone and yet his pleasure gleams, his rod firmly in hand and off to the gravesite dances he in the moonlight and Death shakes beside him.
Dig, Samedi --- your shovel makes my road for me
Dig, Samedi --- your labour my labour completes.
For in life I am but walking dead and in death will I only come to life.
Dance, Samedi --- my noble lord of heathen’s gate.
Dance, Samedi --- my Vodun king to seal my fate.
My body be praised for its erotic thrall and my soul to roam to the Loa’s call.
I have found my place. I have found my place. Dahomey.
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